May i know why is studies more important than me?
Those words are something that really spoilt my day.
The feeling you have towards it made me sure of this.

everytime it would just be, study ardy? dont need revise uh? can get full marks?
im quite sure that im tired and frustrated over these sentences.
i dont know why, perhaps can just assume that i dislike studying, nobody does anw.

i dont likeey. im doing it cos' it's a law. i must attend school , it is a law, a freaking law.
im unhappy. the only thing i can do was to act like nothing happened and just smile.
i dont likeey. im tired. i hope to tell you all these, but the outcome will still be the same, ain't it?

the tension, is tearing me.
you dont understand me.